What the fuck am i doing with my life? Seriously i just need to calm down with everything. I feel ill, lonely and upset. If i talk to my friends for too long I get pissed off at them and if I don’t speak to them I feel even more lonely…1 month, 3 days and my schooling life will be over but I can’t concentrate on that. I need cuddles before bedtime and someone telling me it’s all going to be ok, I’m going to do well and I don’t need to stress.

But I don’t have that. and I won’t have that for a while. and it’s stressing me out. What’s wrong with me.